Love

i'm 18 and in love with 2 men, 1 i've been with for almost 2 yrs, the other i just met. what am i suppose to do when a women like me has 2 guys that are fully in love with me? the one i met recently, i haven't done anything with him, but i kissed him, 3 days i've spent with him, and already we've been saying "i love u" to eachother, he's the type of guy that i see myself with. he's so mature, he respects me, i'm so happy being with him, he makes me laugh, i could tell him anything, i don't have to lie, like how i lie so many times to my 2 yr relationship. i fell out of love with a guy that treated me like crap for those past 2 yrs, he abused me, he cheated on me, and since i moved back to winnipeg from him, he's been crying and calling me, saying that he wants me back, and paying for minutes for my phone each day, and buying me a bus ticket to go back to edmonton, he wants me bad, he wants to marry me, he said he'll do anything for me to be in his arms, what could i say to guy like that, he finally realized not to hurt me again, we grew up since we were little babies, cause our parents knew eachother.

But i lie to him so many times, i cheated on him so many times, but a part of me still wants to be with him. this guy i just met recently, he's that guy i wanna be with, ever since i left the town he was staying in, we would always talk to eachother everyday, facebook, he wants to be with me to, he said i'm not like most girls, i could tell him the truth about everything, i'm faithful to him, its been almost a month of the long distance relationship, i made an impression on his family nd friends, not like my other guy, his friends nd family don't even like me. but this guy i met, i fell in love with him, i want him, i need him, he's going to move out here in winnipeg to be with me, i never felt this way about a guy, even though i'm young, everyone says i'm mature for my age, i'm in university! i'm going to make a difference in life, i want to. he supports me through all of my schooling nd since we live so far apart from eachother, we can trust eachother for not cheating or anything, he trusts me, but the thing is, i was suppose to be on the bus to edmonton today at 1030 am, i didn't make it cause i was late, but i was having second thoughts, cause why would i ditch everything here in winnipeg, and my schooling for some guy that really wants me bad, nd i know how he treats me, so whats the point right? if this guy that i met recently is treating me this way better then my other guy, then

Well see thats where i don't know what to think? i don't know what to do? i want to be with the guy i met recently, but then i want the other guy, i'm confused about love, i need opinions or advice, bad!....i'm just a women who wants to be happy, but honestly what i feel deep down inside is..."be with the guy that u just met" i'm desperate for some answers, wisdom, a teaching? guidance? help.